A Piece Of Me

Turned 40 : #stillalive

Another year without you. It's been tough. And it's gonna get tougher year in, year out. No doubt.  

Since you left, every now and then I see a white butterfly at the porch. And every time I see it, I'd think of you, dropping by to give an assurance or some shit that you are watching over me. 

So, I officially became a coach in 2025 for real. Not a replacement, not a shadow coach. But a coach for real. It feels good to finally do what I'm passionate about without feeling anxious, doubtful and intimidation. 

Rosemary is much more clingy now and she has progressed to sleep on my lap these days. I teared up when she did it the first time. Heck, I'm tearing writing this up. It made me feel so guilty for pushing her away in the very beginning. 🥹🥹 

I saw a video of idli being deep fried today. I was this close to send it to you, thinking of how it's gonna send Idli Man through the roof in watching this atrocity. 😆

Then it strikes. We are not even a meme away anymore... We are both much, much further and unreachable... 

Gosh I miss you that every piece of me aches..🫠🫠🫠

#ark 💝