Thursday, February 28, 2013

Never Say Never

I am back to the lowest point of my life. A phase I have once promised myself I will never ever go through again. I guess 'Never Say Never' was created for a fucked up moment like this...

The more I try to fix this mess, the more I feel like I'm trying too hard.

'Let it go'
'It's not worth the pain...it never was, it never will be', the heart says.

Maybe I'm just not willing to, as it would alter everything...
Everything that I have been wanting to have...

I held out my hands and I feel like a beggar...
Just exactly how I felt a very long time ago...and promised myself never to go through this torment again, but

Guess what?

NEVER SAY NEVER!



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