~Let Go & Let Live~ |
You know Facebook has got this
So, few weeks back, my status was 'Hari Ini Dalam Sejarah' (Today In History), refering to a major heartbreaking event in the year 2003. When this memory popped up, I smirked and burst out laughing, only to realise that exactly 14 years ago, I updated this status being full swing emotional : heartbroken, depressed and fucking angry with myself. Something so emotional once upon a time had now become what I would consider a laughable matter....
I laughed...
At the emotional turmoils I had faced
For the the nights I have cried myself to sleep,
Putting every possible blame solely on myself...
I laughed...
I laughed...
At my ability to love another whole heartedly
But self-loathe to the very core of my cells
Armoring anger as self defense...
I laughed...
For I once believed in always and forever
But now - it's just 'Let's See How It Goes'
I've learned the hard way
Carrying all that grudge for more than a decade
But all it took was a genuine smile and a hug
To let go and let live...
Life and things we deal with are actually very simple. What complicates it is our emotions, how we react and deal with it. I wouldn't claim that I am great in dealing with my emotions but at least I don't self-loathe anymore. Letting go of that grudge has made me live just a little better.
Let's learn to love ourselves just a little bit more. ♡♡♡
2 comments:
Facebook memories is good lah, i know sometimes it would remind you of the shit things you went through in the past,but hey, it also reminds you that you're a survivor !!
i suka that FB memory thing, every year can see our airport lepak sessions photos, and the late night drives, lol XD
Yeah, it's cool in many ways but sometimes it's just shitty.
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