Hey U =P

Dearest Hey U,

If at all you are reading this, I'm pretty damn sure you will be having a massive awkward moment. Please don't. Sometimes, it is just difficult to tell someone how much they mean. So, here we go.

Knowing you is a gift (though this post may suggest otherwise). I'll start with a Thank You, for suggesting to join the Eco Run. It meant a great deal for me as I was in 'shutdown' mode for nearly a year. It's amazing how a random gesture actually means a great deal for someone. As I've said before, it's the little things that makes the big difference.

I get it that you take things very seriously. Everything is about winning, you'd say. To be honest, I could never forget the look you gave when I told my SPM results. But sometimes you gotta let loose, honey. Take things as they are. You can't always get what you want. I know that you would beg to differ but hey come on, it really is okay. Not winning something does not make you a big time loser. Of course, it does not hurt to keep winning. =)

It is really okay if you are unwell. There is no need to put up a front that you are doing great when you are not. It's okay if you're feeling a little bit under the weather. Don't stress yourself and make things even worse by acting everything is totally fine. Just because you're unwell, does not mean that you are a weak person in any way. I would totally understand if it is to be positive and shit but then when it comes to you, I doubt so. There's just so much of tension. Loosen up ehh ?? =)

Smile, my dearest Hey U. Okay okay, being someone who frowns for practically 24/7, I
know I'm not the the right person to say this, but hey, do smile. You'll never know, someone might be falling in love with that smile. *lame shit, I know* LOL! But yeah, do smile. For photographs at least. =)

I'll remind you again : I didn't mean it when I said you're not a good person. I was just annoyed at how you handle people sometimes. You shouldn't be doing someone a favor if you're not sincere bout it. That's just wrong. It's a different case if you don't have a choice but to do it. And yeah, you're alright. Or else I wouldn't be talking to you. Muahahaha! Even if you're just trying to be nice to me, I would still say you're a good person, although just a lil' bit rotten.*LOL* Anyway, everyone is rotten in their own ways. So, you are not an exceptional case or some shit.

You will be leaving soon. Knowing you, you'll probably just forget the 'farm' and anything or anyone associated with it. But I will be missing you. Our conversations, the jokes, arguments and sarcastic remarks. All of it. Hey, it's not always that you get to meet someone with brains. By the way, you should let that brain of yours rest sometimes. You just overwork it, man. Don't even try to deny it. I've been watching you, honey. That should be obvious by now. LOL

I'm glad our path crossed. Thank you. =)