Thursday, February 28, 2013

Never Say Never

I am back to the lowest point of my life. A phase I have once promised myself I will never ever go through again. I guess 'Never Say Never' was created for a fucked up moment like this...

The more I try to fix this mess, the more I feel like I'm trying too hard.

'Let it go'
'It's not worth the pain...it never was, it never will be', the heart says.

Maybe I'm just not willing to, as it would alter everything...
Everything that I have been wanting to have...

I held out my hands and I feel like a beggar...
Just exactly how I felt a very long time ago...and promised myself never to go through this torment again, but

Guess what?

NEVER SAY NEVER!



Saturday, February 09, 2013

Figure Of Speech

And she said, "You're a very nice girl."

All I wondered and still do, is WHAT made her say that and WHY??

Apart from the blood taking procedure, we barely know each other at all.

You're very nice

  • Is it something so random to be said?
  • Could it really be so meaningless?
  • Or could it be all the meaning you need?
Sometimes, it takes a stranger to guide you to self discovery