Chiquita

Every 18 minutes in the US, someone dies by suicide
Every 19 minutes, some one is left to make sense of it

I heard about you today
and I believe there should be a solid reason for this to have happened

I heard about the judgmental comment
and I have always thought you're a people person

I heard about those stories
and I have always thought it is your personal rights

I heard about those news
And I have always thought you have been taken advantage of

I thought about those working days
How excited I was when I knew you would be there

Your presence made so much difference in the mood
I have always thought you're excellent in what you're doing

I have always thought one would feel better
when you treat with your friendly and cheerful nature

Little did I know this would happen
and again, I believe there should be a solid reason for this to have happened

I wish I could lend my shoulder for you to cry on
just the way I did the first time we met
Even though it was done for a total different purpose

Do get well!!
Please...

Footprints

Taken from Harivaindaran K. Veeriah's Facebook status :

It's been said that everlasting friends go long periods of time without speaking and never question the friendship. These friends pick up like they just spoke yesterday, regardless of how long it has been or how far away they live, and they don't hold grudges. They understand that life is busy and you will ALWAYS love them.

How far true is that???

Once upon a time, I had a gazillion friends (Okay, maybe not! But there were loads of them) My new found friends even asked how I made that much of friends. How I wonder! There's been so many characters and attitudes. Some which pleased me, some which annoy the crap outta me. I've accepted them for who they are as I believe in Individuality.

There was once a best friend.

There was once someone whom I can just spend hours with, WITHOUT ANY CONVERSATION. Absolute truth. It was the presence that mattered the most.

There was once someone whom I was deeply in love with.

There was once someone whom I text with from the moment I get up very early in the morning up till the moment I go to bed past midnight

There was once someone who wrote letters to me everyday.

There was once someone who made me breakfast everyday without fail.

There was once someone whom I can confide in about anything and everything in the world.

There was once someone whom I feel so superbly secured and comfortable with.

There was once someone who always kept me warm.

There was once someone who helped me through depression.

There was once someone whom I spent most of my weekends with.

There was once someone who knows what's been running in my mind without me telling.

There was once someone who made me smile endlessly.

There was once someone who sees me as a woman rather than merely a "kid".

There was once someone who loved me for who I am.

And Finally,

There was once I was very grateful for having ALL OF YOU but...

Now, here I am, wondering, where have all the gazillion friends gone??

There's nothing but footprints left...

~Time Changes People~