Friday, January 03, 2020

~Reunited~

~Bangkok Bound~

I almost lost you today...

The thought of not having you
What would I do without you?
How will I cope?
I won't, No.... I can't...
But I may have to...

No! I can't...
I want you back
I need you
I really really do...

I can't do without you
I can't lose you
Not now, not ever (I hope)

For having you
In my arms
Will fill my nights with warmth
Wipe my tears with presence
Console my sorrows with silence
For you, I am grateful
Thank you

1st January 2020 - After a whole day of sightseeing in Bangkok, I got back to the hotel room only to find Buddy missing. Got fucking anxious and ransacked the whole room. Rushed down to the reception and managed to make the receptionist understand that my center of universe was gone.

He made a few calls while I stood there in tears. I was told to get back to the room and wait. I obliged without a word. All I want is Buddy back in my arms. I don't fucking care who took it or why or what... I just want my life back.

I waited for probably the longest 45 minutes of my life. No joke. Crying my ass off, I waited. Then, a knock on the door. Reunited. I got Buddy back. No questions asked. I can't thank the receptionist enough for working his way out. Having Buddy back is enough.

Before checking out from the hotel, I thank the receptionist again for getting Buddy back and all he gave was a smirk. Maybe it's something trivial for him. He saw it as just a soft toy. He doesn't understand the sentiment behind this chaos. This whole situation made me realize that we often look down or judge the smallest thing we view as trivial. Something trivial to us may mean the world to someone. Let's be respectful of other's sentiment and not be an ass, taking things for granted.